God I hate Facebook messenger. I don’t want to know if the people I text “see” my text - especially if they are important texts and the person wanted me to text them if I needed them in the first place.
People have lives and things to do other than text me back but I sure the heck don’t want to know that the person SAW my frantic message and ignored it. Especially if I see them ON Facebook posting a video of some twerk fail or something.
Buh. Deep breaths.
When you spend some time apart from those you love - those who you think you cannot go without talking to. You make some pretty big realizations about yourself and what you used to perceive that you “needed” or “wanted”
You figure out what truly mattered and appreciate the time apart because it forced you to make a change in yourself. The scary part is trying to communicate that change and being okay with it either being enough or not enough to have that important person back in your life - even in a small way.